Raphael

Raphael

Six months ago you left my arms for a better place,
The whole in my heart, empty arms, too much space.
Seven and a half years of care and loving you,
Little did I know God's plan would be through.
I love you and miss you each and everyday,
my life never the same a very different way.
I get through one minute at a time,from now on,
Raphael, it isn't easy loving you,letting go my Bubbers, my son.
So for another day here on earth,
The memories of you in gold measures your worth.
Yesterday, today, tomorrow never the same,
Cuz i had the priviledge of being your mom was my name.
Love you and miss you and want you to know,
You are always with me where ever i go.
So til next time that we get to talk,
I go on with your memories on life's walk.
Love you and miss you it has been six months, Bubbers,
A son like you there are just no others..
Hugs and kisses i send you today,
Love forever i just wanted to say...

Children's Memorial Day

This eternal flame is lit for Raphael Jay Tolin
May your light forever shine!

I thought of you today and wanted you to have this. Love, Mommie

My very special little angel!
Thank you Angel Keeper for making this^i^ 2/14/00

two years ago today you went home,
leaving my arms, your family all alone.
the love we shared still exists,
your smile and laugh we truly miss.
bubbers, there will never be another you,
to fill the holes left and the memories we hold onto.
i love you and can't say how my heart aches,
the treasure of your life was a blessing no mistake.
for now and until the day we again meet,
i send my love and pray at Heaven's doors we greet.
love you bubbers and you will always be missed,
a part of our family, my son-our angel-we are blessed.
loved and missed very much,
by mommie, daddy and the whole bunch...
written for bubbers
5-20-2000
by mom (kst)

today marks the 4 yr. anniversary of your passing,
from my arms to eternal life with our Father.
bubbers i will always miss your giggle and smile,
no matter how far we are apart nearer NOT farther.
by now poppa should have found you and your brother,
hopefully bringing mommies love from your mother.
son you will never know how much i miss you,
yet my love is always strong and the memories many...not just a few.
on this the anniversary of your death i will await our meeting,
can't wait for you and your brother in our eternal greeting.
love, mommie

Bubbers it has been almost 5 years since you went home,
Just can't imagine how much you've probably grown.
I am sure you are much bigger and stronger now,
Probably wouldn't recognize you today anyhow.
You will always be my baby boy, my first son,
God knows how I have cried since your earthly work was done.
I long for the day I will hold you again in my arms,
Or will you be holding me with all your Heavenly charm?
Til that day when we meet eye to eye again,
Just wanted to say, "Hi and I love and miss you my way.
So when the day comes I can see a young man,
That brought tears of happiness and sadness to the Tolin clan.
I will know that my family is complete,
For we will be together on a Heavenly seat.
Love you Bubbers and never will forget,
The moments you spent in my life-still so strong yet.
Love you son and remember me,
I am the one just longing for you to see.
Good night and please rest your head,
Upon the pillow of your Heavenly bed.
Missed and loved more than you will ever know,
My first son, my boy....how much we've had to grow.
Awaiting our Heavenly meeting to come,
Raphael I love you and miss you....SON.
love, Mommie

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